Have you ever felt that you are doing things for other people and not yourself? I do. I am currently doing it. I am going to school for something that I wanna do, just not yet. That sounds bad, but living in Ohio is not helping me get to school. I have too much other stuff going on here to go to school. As it stands right now, I can't even make it ( Read more... )

So I have come to an odd realization. Okay, so Kevin and I were talking about something. I said something and realized what I said was really really true, except its gonna be an oxi moron. Bear with me for just on second, Okay, so I love it when people check up on me, right? Well then at the same time, I don't want to be in a relationship because ( Read more... )

I hate to hear them. They place me in the worse mood ever. I can't stand the fact that I am fucking single. I just want someone to call and see how my day is going... and to hang up the phone and say I love you at the end. Someone that before I fall asleep, looks me deep in my eyes and just sit there and tell me how much I am loved. But I wont ever ( Read more... )

I will be updating this a whole lot more often than I have in the past ( Read more... )

Why is that I am always the one that is totally left stranded? I am the one that can be nice as pie to anybody, but I get shit on? Why is it that I am the one that nobody seems to like? I wish, I wish that I wasn't me. Not half the time, all the time. I don't care. I wish that someone, just someone, would actually like me for me. I wish I didn't ( Read more... )

Wow, what a fucking disappointment ( Read more... )

Well I know I wont be able to remember things since 02/07... But here we go.... In August of 2007, I was at the grocery store, and this fucking lady backed into me... The Honda wound up getting totaled... I got a focus now :( I hate it. The end of '07 was alright I guess ( Read more... )

so i have come to the conclusion that i have made the biggest misake of my entire life!!!! I decided to move 1175.2 miles away from my family, everyone, just to find out the hard way to learn lessons. So, three weeks ago, my W-2s came in from my jobs, the problem, they got sent to Lois' house. Now she won't fucking give them to me. She is a ( Read more... )

sunday... brad and i go to great wolf lodge... that night we come home and i make dinner and then afterward i was looking at my license and see a website... i go on it and it has a drivers license check... suspended... hmmm... why ( Read more... )

Hey guys, i havent wroten in here in a while... I am finally in my own place and i love it! I am so glad that i moved to ohio, but i think it is my time to go to florida and just catch up! thats why on the 15th i will HOPEFULLY be departing cleveland to tampa... i just have lost so much touch with everyone! I miss everyone and florida the most ( Read more... )