i'm exhausted of this obsession. i just want a balance between my mind and my body.

So this chick in my dorm, is sitting in the common room with some fucking warm up brownie, and is like, soooo how many calories did you eat, cause everyone's talking about diets. She's like, 1400. I'm like cool. Ms. Yama is like, I dunno less than two thousand. Susan is like you? I'm like 800. She's like bullshit. I'm like, uhh no, and list ( Read more... )

fuckin cabbage, haha.
i love it, because it is a negative calorie food and people see me eating, so it's awesome

i hate it because it makes me feel like a fat lard even though i know im not gaining weight from it?

ahaha, i'm a freak.

i hate required meals ( Read more... )

After a lacrosse season of becoming a meaty mess, I'm crawling back to ana. I did fairly well today, and I have a whole system laid out. I'm going to start weighing myself everyday again, marking it on a calender, and taking a progress picture every three days ( Read more... )

I need a workout plan that won't make me all meaty and built.
I know high cardio, but, any other ideas?

I'm plateuing weight wise, I don't know what to do all i eat is fruit and vegetables D:

80 cal. cup o' milk
2 cal lettuce w/ vinegar
10 cal, five cups o' coffee
20 cal, bite of lemon square

112 calories.

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmhm.

not epically bad, burgers and fries which ended up being like 400 cals.
which wouldnt be that bed
except
i was only supposed to have 300 the whole day.

it serves me right though, i havent had that many cals in one sitting in so long i got uber sick.

ummm fasting on period? im on abc and i dont want to fuck it up.
idk. i havent had a period in three months, so idk.

I went over 500 for two days in a row, so i liquid fasted today and i'm starting abc tomorrow.
OHMYGOD
crannberry juice has like a BILLION calories.
i could have cried.