do u ever feel alone ( Read more... )

another day another pain. there might be good news though. i met this girl who is really chill and i can talk to her about anything. she is differently a cool girl to shoot the shit with and stuff. She is helping me to find my faith again. Plus, she is making it easier on my to not drink. I think the main reasons i use to drink was to drink away ( Read more... )

WTF i finially thought things were getting better for my mom and some stupid shit happens and it gets worst and she gets sader. i dont understand how this life works but all i know is that its a bully and loves hurting people. Im finially gone over the edge and im lost!!! I don't know what to do any more other then just go though my days like a ( Read more... )

my days are getting harder to make it though. It hurts to see Kim's mom in so much pain. I wish she would let me talk to her cause i have something to tell her that might help. as for me it gets harder to breathe or see people or talk to people. i feel bad because people are trying to talk to me or make me laugh but all i do is stuck in my head ( Read more... )

Kimberly M. Bates, Nashua ( Read more... )

I dont know what to do with myself anymore. Is it true will i never see kim again? I went over her house when it happened and i was expecting to see kim walk out and see us on come home but... she didn't. Its hard to try and act strong for her mom and sheila and the whole hoffmen family we u cant tell up from down and left from right. i miss her ( Read more... )

Your Life____ ( Read more... )

Went to bday party on sunday and ate a ton of brazilen food!!! Im lifting every day at 9 in the morning and doing my bball exercises when i get back home. Took monday off to get chased by jeremys at that time x for like 1 hr about give or take.(it was prolly only like 20-30min but u kno) Jeremy went to my house after we lost her just to call her ( Read more... )

im Just letting everyone kno that im happier then ive been in a long time so dont take the other post in a wrong way im just imforming everyone. plus i worked 50hrs this week in kfc!!! whole shit that was a lot of KFC.

Since my last post a lot has happened. My parents split up. My brother is going though a rough time and became a smoker and has long hair. Hes in this mood that he doesnt care about living or dieing and shit like that. so im trying to help him out with his problems. My mom is living wit my brother and she is going though a world of problems on her ( Read more... )