I don't know if you'll ever read this, or if you do, when you will read this, but you won't talk to me, told me to leave you alone, and I really need to say some things and get them off my chest ( Read more... )

I am so confused. I love him. I know that i do. Its just that our relationship has been moving so fast.  A week ago he would not even have been interested in talking about marriage. And now he wants to get married. To me. I am afraid that I will agree just because I want to be loved. I want the security of marriage. I want to be content and secure ( Read more... )

Things are sucking it up real bad with Michael. We are fighting alot. We arent doing much. Ever. He never does anything for me anymore. And all we do is disagree. I read this book at the Christian Book Store a few days ago, and it was talking about birth order and how that works in a relationship. It said that two firstborns dont mesh well. Infact ( Read more... )

Its a new year.

SO my dad kicked me out of the house for christmas. Merry christmas to Stephanie. Dont come home for christmas because I am a JERK ( Read more... )

I pierced my nose.

Today it is icy outside ( Read more... )

I love christmas time. The lights, the tree, the smells, cooking christmas chaped sugar cookies.
I love Christmas

I love Michael too. Sometimes I get so frustrated with him, and I wish I could just smack him upside the head. But I CANT imagine my life without him.

I was reading Brittany's My Space Post, and it was about steven. Its funny. I miss that ( Read more... )

We got in a fight
again
A big one
I cried
Alot
I hate fighting.
He doesnt understand me
I dont understand him
I dont have to like him to love him
And just because I love him doesnt mean I always like him
I hate fighting.
Alot
I hate crying 
Alot
Stupid fights

Today is the day before thanksgiving. thank goodness for that. and thank goodness for some time off work.Amen