"a terrible thought has moved into my mind ( Read more... )

well i had my first readthrough for my show on monday and i have to say that i think it went very well. we had good discussion, and i think i came off as pretty knowledgeable too, which is a big concern for me, that i say things precisely. i'm meeting with mollie tonight to just keep in practice and read through like twice. mike and adam were ( Read more... )

well today is a much nicer day out weather wise than it has been.. that makes me happy. AND I HAVE DROPPED SEX AND GENDER so i don't have to do any of the stupid readings for it. hahahhahaha! go me! and i am listening to the strokes, the cd that i am in fact annexing from todd because it is too good not to have. he can fight me for it. in ( Read more... )

well i haven't posted in a few days, have i? here's the lowdown on what's been going on. friday we cast our shows for directing and i got beaten into taking my third choice person for the female role. i really wanted sarah...i don't know why sometimes, just occassionally, things can't work out as i hope. strawberrious was the other person who ( Read more... )

OH MY GOD! kay is getting married! justin asked her and she said YES! oh my i am so emotional about the whole thing! it is wondrous and amazing and beauteous heavenly slinktastic! AUGH! most wonderfulness of all and i want to dance and sing and cry tears that are glittery and pure. maybe she can have a punk grrl riot wedding! oh and it will ( Read more... )

well i have made a very important decision. i am going to withdraw from my sex and gender class. i hate it and i think it's a waste of my time. the professor is an idiot and she doesn't like me because she knows i think that. so i am liberating myself from her bullshit and dropping the class. i feel so free now having made that decision! Go ( Read more... )

well. the drama with mike is officially ended. i emailed him one last time after i got back from auditions, and asked him to please clarify for me what was going on with him, because i was more than a little distraught. and i think i took sort of an attitudish tone with him in it, sort of funny but in that "i really do mean this" way. so ( Read more... )

sigh... and i think the drama is over. mike showed up to auditions tonight, nearly freaked the hell out of me because he read for someone else's show, but that was just because she called him (idiot - can she READ?) but then got up to leave and came over to me and smiled and made several vague "it's ok, thumbs up" type gestures at me. so i assume ( Read more... )

if everything was easy street sliding greased lightning at the end of a kite we wouldn’t want it right? instant grat doesn’t hide the fat like black horn rimmed glasses geeky and precise and so i say unto you Get Over It and if it’s me that you can’t cover to yourself and to your lover, dont mouth it, yell it don’t dare yank me about it jumping ( Read more... )

well it's now almost time to go to dinner and there is no word from mike sell. which i take to mean that he doesn't consider it important enough to write back to me, which maybe means that he is just going to do the show. of course, he could also be waiting to tell me in person that he is not going to do it and that i am fucked. but eh... ( Read more... )