i am in such a strange mood today... tonight... i had all these wild dreams last night vaguely tied into "marjorie morningstar" and when i woke up i felt like i wasn't quite myself. and i started writing something new... something entirely unlike everything else i've written and i don't know what it is yet or where it's coming from, but it's ( Read more... )

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today was a slow sick day. i feel like the world was sick today, even though it was so outwardly nice out.. blah what am i saying... whatever... i'm having post poetry depression i think. i can't seem to write anything now that the poem is finished either. how weird it all is. and i checked out "waiting for my life" from the library again ( Read more... )

well my mom went out today and got me the latest elvis costello cd for no reason other than that i didn't get to go to the concert. that is pretty fuckin cool. it's a great cd too, a lot more like his really early stuff with the imposters, who, not at all coincidentally, are the producers. whee fun it is wonderful. my favourite song off it so ( Read more... )

well i got up at seven in the morning today to see pink on stupid asshole good morning america, but of course, they don't have her on until the VERY END of the show. which would have been all right, except that it's TWO hours long, which i didn't know, so i was up that entire time going, "when is this over, and Where is Pink???" and then she only ( Read more... )

i don't even know what i want to write about right now.... i just feel a little strange and alone. i'm listening to this weird mix tape that i made a long time ago, and wondering why the hell i made it and what was in my head when i did... it's odd. i don't know. anyway, i feel sort of productive. i've done a lot of things in the past few days ( Read more... )

i have to say that i really am finding it hard to give a shit about anything... at least today i am. todd just messaged me and i just didn't want to talk to him. here's the story with that. i emailed him when i came out to my mom and told him all about it, you know, since he was there when i figured it out i thought he might take a vested ( Read more... )

la! well... i wouldn't say that i'm in a "good" mood today, but i'm not in a bad one, so i suppose that's enough. beth is back from her orientation, YaY! i was sad without her. she and dan and i went to buy her a backpack tonight and then we went to the eye. it was fun; we all sat and wrote and drew things and were creators ( Read more... )