i have no future and this is seriously depressing me. everyday i see my friends succeeding (getting a job here, being accepted to med school there) and it is starting to be too much to handle.

I saw my brother cry for the first time last night. It was weird.

Whenever boys cry it makes me want to too. It was his last highschool football game. At least he still has college to look forward to, for others it was their last time ever. =( It was so sad.

looking back on my last entry i cannot believe i once felt that way. especially since i was with the person who changed my life in ways i never would have imagined ( Read more... )

i'm losing hope that there is someone out there that you can trust completely. someone who will never tell your secrets no matter how big or small. someone you can trust to cheer you when your sad and calm you when your mad. someone who has your back no matter what. someone who would never hurt you consciously. do you have to find people to make up ( Read more... )

i'm currently procrastinating for a final i have tomorrow at 9am (yes i realize it is already 1:06am....) but i have no motivation to study. eep ( Read more... )

me falta muchisimo

:-(

yesterday i became old. yay? all in all it was a good day...i heart my friends mucho and some people i was surprised that they cared that much..the only bad part was that i was supposed to be studying (which i didn't that much) which is bad cause now i'm gonna get a bad grade on the test i just took...unfortunately i don't seem to care that much ( Read more... )

so for the first time in awhile i'm happy with almost all aspects of my life. i'm kinda mad myself though cause i'm gonna do as well as i want to in bio and i'm really irritated about that. i mean i know i'll get in med school but i really wanted one of my requirements to be in the A range. plus it would have boosted my gpa mucho and perhaps made ( Read more... )

being stuck in the middle is hard to deal with. which way should you go? if you go too far in any direction you may only end up lost and confused. however if you stay in the middle you may be pulled in too many directions at once and explode. what to do...what to do....

wow, today is gonna be sunny.

saRah