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19 weeks today!
Well, it's been a long time. I find myself wishing I had been better about keeping a journal, during this time especially, and hell, livejournal and I have always got along well ( Read more... ) -
Reading old posts
I was reading a post from almost a year ago, and I'm surprised at how little progress I have made. Using only my recall of the past (which has proved to be unreliable at best) to guide me, I was under the impression that I've made some amazing strides. Looking back at my actual words in the moment, I was in same place that I am today, the only ( Read more... ) -
Wow I write rarely
This week blew in general. I took a week off- separated myself from the insanity that is my job, that is my life. Took a week to sleep whenever I was able to, on the couch, on the beach, go to bed as early as I wanted, as late as I wanted got up whenever I felt like it. Took as many naps I desired through out the day. Did I come back refreshed? ( Read more... ) -
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Wednesdays are seriously negatively impacting my life. -
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I'm back
It has been so long since I've last written. Crazy life changes all happened in a short amount of time and left my head spinning and my heart breaking, and healing, and ultimately permanently scarred ( Read more... ) -
Only in dreams
I was going through my past entries today, and making the ones that should be private, private. Making the ones that I neglected to remember to post as friends only friends only, friends only (which turned out to be most of them.) I started reading some of my old entries, I used to write about my dreams a lot. I think I am going to start doing that ( Read more... ) -
Coming into October..
The month just reminds me of us. It always had, and I hope to God the memories will stick along enough so that it always will. I'd like to think we were happy back then, but we were the poster children of misery. Dressed all in black, with our hair to match, not speaking to anyone but each other, and half of the time, not even speaking. On anti ( Read more... )