moved to 'softconception'

i'm getting married.

time frame would be sometime next july. going to market with mrs bee and mr doug and jacob to pick out totally kick ass ring in a few weeks.

realllllly excited. :)

in math right now. just did an online quiz (hopefully for a grade cause i did pretty decent.)

thinking of quitting my teaching job. i can't stand it. i'll miss a few girls but that's it.

life sucks. i hate it.

i don't have one.

i'm sorry that i can't give you anything more than shitty poetry. i don't speak french, i don't know the difference between punk gothic and industrial. i don't make the best brownies or cds or gifts. i don't have the best sense of style. i'm not uber-smart. i don't know anything aout computers. i'm sorry i don't have blue eyes and blonde hair. i'm ( Read more... )

write something with hurt because ( Read more... )

yep. that's right. i woke up yesterday sick as a fucking dog. had to come home from work. dad made me cry because i left. (asshole). slept all day on and off. i don't know how undelirious i was. hafta ask zee. whatever. i feel much better today. no nausea. no throwy-uppy-feelingness. my head hurts, but i think that's from sleeping so much ( Read more... )

i am your china girl ( Read more... )

skipping school again and wasting time at the library. went to the store and bought some bright lipstick for my new hair. hopefully i can scrounge up enough money to buy some hot studs for my ears later this week ( Read more... )

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he's talking to Lips. i don't know why it bothers me so much. wait. yeah, i do. i do ( Read more... )