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something missing
I do feel like something is missing, just beyond my reach. I don't know what it is but it bothers me. That if I just stretch a little more, I can touch it with my fingertips. It, also, feels like I would just be brushing up against it, I wouldn't actually be able to grasp it. What is my mind trying to tell me
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fear
To overcome fear act fearless, practice it every time you are fearful and eventually by practicing it, it will become an actuality - It was in a book I've been reading bits and pieces of. But it's amazing to think that it will work. It has worked. It was Theodore Roosevelt who read those words in another book and then became known as a man among ( Read more... ) -
When Harry met Sally
I love the movie. Love, love, love it. And still to this day, after countless views, I wonder if it is, in fact, realistic. Can men and women just be friends or can they never really be friends at all? As I've been having problems with friends, in general, lately; I've wondered about what does and does not make a friendship. I also question the ( Read more... ) -
things that make ya go hmmmmmm
yeah, so i'm going home in about 2 weeks. honestly, can't say i'm excited or not about it. i'm more worried about it than anything else. i haven't been home in about 2 years. i haven't seen my friends in longer than that. i'm not entirely sure when it was. i don't know if we have the same interests, hobbies or even outlooks. i'm sure the things i ( Read more... ) -
writing @ 3am
It all started with shoe prints in the snow. An image that has haunted me ever after. Silent and lonely, yet they called to me. The solitary prints beckoning me to follow their own journey. Where would they lead? The answer was not something I was ready for. I was not ready for death ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
Am going home starting December 23rd. Arrive December 23rd around 7pm in Tulsa, Ok. Will be with sister and family until the 29th when I fly to Orlando. Then on the 31st am going to Charleston, SC until early on the 2nd, then on the 5th I return to Tulsa and leave for Japan on the 8th. Arrive on the 9th. Sounds a little crazy ( Read more... ) -
Goals for the next 10 years
1. Write ( Read more... ) -
homesickness or something else
I want to go home. I haven't been in forever and I think that I'm tired. I'm tired of feeling like my life is on hold. I'm waiting for something and what that is, of course, I don't know. Alas, when I do get back I'm not sure what I'm going to do, where I'm going to live or what I'm hoping to accomplish. I honestly don't know what friends I have ( Read more... ) -
well well well
My live is in blah-statis. You know, those times when nothing is going on. When there is nothing to talk about. Yeah, those are the days I'm having, and honestly, I don't remember mama sayin', there'd be days like this ( Read more... ) -
sigh
I feel like a used candy bar wrapper. You know the part when all the good sugary happiness has dissolved on your tongue and all that's left is the crinkly chocolate speckled wrapper. The wrapper that somehow gets tossed aside and then is later seen drifting down the empty road before it falls into the four inch upper lip of the foul stench sewers. ( Read more... )