the world is full of acquatances. everyone turns to just acquantances, noone seems to stay friends. they all just seem to fade away, fade to wave hello. the conversations shortened and kept casual no excruitating details. nothing so you can see something more, cant see if theyre just painting on a smilem, cant see if it screams of tears. but maybe ( Read more... )

People are fucking lame. the end.

today was amazing :) it started out when jasmine said i looked like a rock star yay. then at lunch me, lauryn, emily rugburn, megan and her friend, and mandi had a picnic. it was GREAT, we had peanut butter and jellly sandwichs, circus animal crackers (but only the pink ones :) hehe), chips (dorritos, fritos, and cheetos(the etos family)), colorful ( Read more... )

last night was so much freakin fun. it reminded me of old times, but maybe this is better.because id rather chew on broken glass than keep on living in the past. but the silence cd release party was amazing. yet i wish i bought the silence cd oh well. but the show started out with sunset fiction, they were pretty good. then national product played ( Read more... )

wow today was just one of those days where things just didnt seem right, those days when you wake up with a feeling you should just stay home. im not saying anything happened its just were theres something that give things a weirdness to them, where you feel like just going to sleep and never waking up. maybe its the weather, that cool but hot wind ( Read more... )

hehe today was great, i felt loved because emily brought me a sandwich, no one has ever broughten me a sandwich before, its one of the nicest things anyone did for me. and since yesterday day was liz's 4th birthday i made her a cupcake with 4 candles(but she wasnt here today :( but thats ok there are still more cupcakes hehe) but i brought a bunch ( Read more... )

did i die and not know it, did i become this totally different person that noone wants to know anymore, am i doomed to be alone all the time? well im sick of it. fuck it i give up. im tired of being treated just like im some casual acquantance than a friend(well not now i guess) i need a new crowd. hmmmm this makes me wanna go through with my plan ( Read more... )

hehe yesterday was so much fun, thank you lauryn *muah*. hehe i went to her house because it was her little brothers birthday and they had a bouncy house those things rock my socks off. i want one. it was fun, i love that girl she is the sweetest thing hehe. but it was loads of fun we hung out in her room and played in the bouncy house yay. and she ( Read more... )

blah this sucks autum didnt get a hold of her brother and now we cant go and see a static lullaby :( no joe brown no beautful music it brings a vivid crystal to my eye :'( and also i was on myspace and i saw jamisonparker all over it, more vivid crystals:'( and i really wish they were playing soon but they are going to the desert to go and record ( Read more... )

last night was so much fun, thank you kendra for such a good time hehe we chilled and watched empire records hehe and hung out and stuff and then watched amanda and hallanah do DDR and while they were outside me and kendraaaaa decided to watch nsync making the tour hehe it was so funny to watch because well its kinda self explainitory and then we ( Read more... )