So when you look into my eyes do you see me ( Read more... )

So I've been really emotional lately. Everything I see and think and feel makes me cry. I'm going to blame this on the lack of medication simply because it's easier that way, but it could also be something along the lines of.. oh.. I dont know.. loneliness? I've never gone so long without a "partner" and by that I dont necessarily mean girlfriend. ( Read more... )

I never post on here because i'm lazy and addicted to myspace. Brutus has disappeared into the realm of my parents' house and I haven't heard from him in like.. 5 minutes, which would be normal for any other dog, OH WAIT here he is ( Read more... )

Um, I cant remember what i have to say. it's been a few days, and really a lot has been missed ( Read more... )

And I'm going to break down and be retarded about Sarah again, just one last time, but this time, for a good reason, and this time.. I hate myself. And this time, i'm crying. Believe it or not, i haven't cried about this ( Read more... )

My cat peed on me today because he was mad at me for sleeping.
Also, I'm very..horny. very very horny. I could use a little something something please..thanks

Angie, I'm sorry. I miss you like crazy. I miss hanging out every single night, and I miss being able to go to your work and you come hang out with me instead of having random plans after. I miss that. I'm not even close to being 2nd best anymore, it's more like 4th or 5th and its depressing. When I call you, I have no idea what to say anymore. I ( Read more... )

I have just enough hotdogs (one per day) to get me by until vacation, isn't that special!? lol ( Read more... )

I haven't really updated in a few days, and frankly, I dont know what to say. Things are things. Otto is here but I haven't talked to him yet. Vaca is in a couple weeks ish and Angie and I need to get together and plan things out, ,but I haven't talked to her in a few days. She better not randomly decide to not go at the last minute, that would be ( Read more... )

um, everything makes me cry, and I really just need more medicine. plus, i'm probably about to start me some bleeding in my pants ( Read more... )