I'm pissed, hurt and confused. She's being such a jerk to me lately and I dont understand it. I should have known. Shouldn't have dove in. Should have let her float by, drowning or not. She's such a good person, or so I used to think. I dont know what to think anymore. She treats me like dirt. It doesn't make sense. I dont deserve that. All I want ( Read more... )

New song I heard today..Paul Colman

**Well I’ve questioned my significance
Meaning and relevance
Does the work I’m doing really matter at all?
Well I’ve questioned my friendships
Alliance, dependence
Who will still be here when I fall?

But the one thing I don’t question is You-----**

Days that I work go by quickly and before I know it the day is gone and I dont know what to do. I was going to go to Angie's tonight to play around, but, it's pretty late. I dont know, maybe I should anyway. Maybe. I really do need to get me some DVDs. Eh, it's pointless ( Read more... )

I really need to go home. I haven't fed the cats yet. Got off work and went to Redmond so Nicole would go with me to Costco. We've now decided, we can NOT be friends. Everything I do irritates her and everything she does irritates me, and when I need someone to talk to, about, things, all she can say is how worthless these people are and how I ( Read more... )

-----You wont fall for me if you know what's good for you-----so before you go and turn me on, be sure that you can turn me loose, cuz I still got a lot of leavin left to do----

Miss ya jerk ;)

This is me screaming ( Read more... )

So today I spent some time driving around, gethering my thoughts ( Read more... )

So, that girl wasn't at church..and I'm kinda disappointed. But, i got to thinking, and maybe that was God's way of telling me I shouldn't have/need a motive to go to church. So, thought I can't say I wont look forward to (hopefully) seeing her next weekend, I will not make that my reason for going. She really is cute though.. ;) Still wish I knew ( Read more... )

Wow, I dont think I could explain last night good enough for anyone to understand it ( Read more... )

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