It's been a really long time since my last entry.. I got caught up in the real world; but at the same time not... (makes sense?). I keep saying to myself "FOCUS! DEDICATE YOURSELF TO SOMETHING! DISCIPLINE YOURSELF!" I assumed it wouldn't be that hard but when has assuming got a person somewhere? Been meditating lately - hoping that I could maintain ( Read more... )

Finally got my car back today. Although, it'd probably help me if it didn't overheat on the way home from the garage. I'll have to change the thermostat tomorrow. I've been doing a lot of self loathing lately. I dunno why I'm writing this in here (its almost a continuous feeling). Why do I always become completely infatuated with a girl if she ( Read more... )

Well, I've been either reading my book I ordered off the net (Linux Assembly Language Programming) or getting pwned in Call of Duty: UO by my little bro (...?) today.
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bleH.. just testing this linux client so I won't need to login via a browser. cheers!

This is the first entry I have.. I guess this is where I'll reflect on my thoughts and feelings at the end of the day (when I fill like entering something that is..). Maybe this won't be so much of a waste of time, but a log of events and moods swings i have.