check 1. 2. hooah. dead.

yeah im back. basic was awesome. learned a lot. bye.

I figured I would go ahead and update for the last time this summer. Everything went well at MEPS and I was placed into the 155th. My specialty is Signal Support Systems Specialist - eh long name but very technical sounding, hopefully it'll be as fun as it sounds, if not oh fucking well tough. My veins begin to flow with adrenaline as my ship date ( Read more... )

Lot has happened in the last couple weeks. I've been mainly concerned with MEPS appointment. I went there by van yesterday - took the ASVAB (score: 71%) when I got there, stayed in a nice hotel last night. I had to get up at 4:30 this morning and hop around like a trained primate all fucking day. I have to go back because the doc that examined me ( Read more... )

It rained heavily all day long - so gloomy - I had a great day on the account of everyone else's statements on how they thought it was such a horrible day (nah jk). I've been studying for the SAT I have to take next month - reminds me I have to go to town and take the ASVAB as well *note to self*. Bought another book on C - C Reference Pocket Book ( Read more... )

Past few days have been going unusually well. I went with Amanda and Laura to see The Ring: 2 (which undefinably sucked). It was funny, I was suppose to meet Amanda at the market at 11 and we go to the movies... when we rode to both malco and cinemark, there was nothing playing so we just sat down on the concrete thinking of something we could do ( Read more... )

The past week or so has been somewhat interesting (as in not that boring). I drank for the first time Friday night, while parents were gone to a hotel. It was ok, my limit was 4 1/2 bottles of smirnoff (yes the bitch drink). I threw up a lot; haven't since I was 4 and sick. It's not what I thought it was made out to be, but things never are. I ( Read more... )

Today went pretty well I guess. I finally went to one of the navy ROTC meetings last sat. - I was bummed that we had to do physical training and my legs have been really sore the past 2 days. I've been thinking a lot about her - mostly just pondering on her perspective towards "us" and what we have or.. what we could have. I don't know really, I'm ( Read more... )

I'm not in the religious confliction phase, but I'm really beginning to think *if* there is god, a superior life-form, or another entity that I'm not conciously aware of, then its really showing how it really thinks about my existance - how insignificant I am, how unworthy, and how disposible I am to him. The analogy I have for a god is an insane ( Read more... )

The past few weeks have been rough. My brother was strangled by a rope about a week ago in his favorite play area. I wasn't sure if what happened was a dream and I was asleep or what. I felt nothing; infact, the only time I've cried was on the way home from the funeral. I realized how much I really loved him and how much I'll miss him. It doesn't ( Read more... )