this fucking sux...

[slomoho]

man brian i am so sorry.. im sorry for both of you.. but brian i already told you my opinion, i wont state it in here cuz i dont want ash to get angry (i wasnt doggin on you).. i know you love her very much.. i think if you loved the person enoughyou could stop it.. im not douting your love for him.. but.. well ive been pressured before, but if i

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[runsofar]

It was a mistake. A horrible mistake. The fucking kiss meant nothing to me. When Brian said he wanted to work this out, I refused at first because I was too guilty. I don't really know what he's thinking anymore, but I want to work shit out. Its going to take a long time before he can trust me again, and I do mean a long time, but I'm willing to spend the rest of my life making sure it happens. I love him, Caitlin. You know that. I love him more than anything else in my life. Yeah, I fucked up again. I fuck up a lot. We'll just see what happens.

[slomoho]

thats good that you guys are working things out.. but please, dont let yourself be put in those situations.. anything can be stopped, and i dont want to see brian hurt anymore.. well... hear about it.. hes had enough shit happen in the past.. but yep.. sorry if i sounded like a bitch, but hes my buuddy.. i get really protective.. you know.. you should write me a letter and spill out all your recent events.. your the only one that wrote me long notes.. hehe.. later ho

[runsofar]

Wel, the agreement that Brian and I came to was I don't speak to Tony or hang out with him anymore. I've said maybe two scentences to Tony in the last week and that was when I went to go get my stuff from his house. Me and Brian are good right now. Surprisingly really good. I don't know what it is but I feel closer to him now...that doesn't make sense but thats how I feel.