wut up peeps? its been over a year since ive written in here.. just wanted to update anyone who actually reads this crap.. im engaged to david (ring and all) and i cant wait to marry him.. he is the best guy in the world.. besides my uncle.. lol but anyway.. im moving back to enid for a short while to lose weight, go into basic training, and marry ( Read more... )

Hey.. today is an ok day.. i only have about 6 exams that i am supposed to take.. and a test tomorrow.. i really need to study this week.. i graduate next week, and i think everyone in enid graduates this week.. my moms birthday is sunday too.. i wanted to see if we could go out to dinner.. itll be fun.. me, her, dad, and david.. i need to buy him ( Read more... )

Deeply dwelling in despair ( Read more... )

Yeah.. im stuck here at the community center.. waiting for my boyfriend to get done with his pool and xbox tournament.. lol.. i was playin halo for a while, but i sucked bad cuz ive never played.. atleast i had an excuse though.. my life is ok i guess.. im pmsing now.. havent had a cig in 2months, a week, and 2 days.. im proud of myself, cuz ive ( Read more... )

hey.. first of all id like to apologize for being an ass.. second of all id like to remind everyone that no ones always been there for me either, even if they think they have been.. im not doing this to be spiteful.. it just happened.. im sorry ive neglected you brian, i didnt mean to leave you hanging like this.. i really hate arguments, but im ( Read more... )

hey.. sorry i havent written in here in a while.. been preoccupied with my boyfriend.. yes, caitlin has a man.. and he is might fine too.. first boyfriend in about 2 years.. im his first valentine, so im kinda worried about if hes gonna go overboard or not.. we are pretty intense though.. we love eachother very much and weve been together for ( Read more... )

Okay.. i got a peculiar email from brian asking me if i gave his screen name to ashley, and i didnt.. wtf is going on here?? i have talked to neither of you in well.. i havent talked to ashley in... months.. more than 3 months i think.. if the only people that know his sn are me and chris.. i swear to god brian i didnt.. i would never do that to ( Read more... )

i just realized that i ran a bunch of subjects together lol.. me and ray are real good friends.. with a FEW benefits.. he and isa are the only people im close with here besides beresford.. hes another army guy, but hes married.. and has a 3rd kid on the way.. i told isa that i dont feel like me and her are friends anymore bcuz of fox. (fiancees).. ( Read more... )

Man, ive had alot of dottore appts lately.. i swear i think im pregnant or something.. my lower torso/abdominals feel like theyre all scrunched up.. im pretty worried about it. ive been so worried i gave myself a stomach ulcer.. it sux ass.. its just like one of those days you think something wont happen, when it does.. grr.. i have to go schedule ( Read more... )

man brian i am so sorry.. im sorry for both of you.. but brian i already told you my opinion, i wont state it in here cuz i dont want ash to get angry (i wasnt doggin on you).. i know you love her very much.. i think if you loved the person enoughyou could stop it.. im not douting your love for him.. but.. well ive been pressured before, but if i ( Read more... )