This is an attempt at discovering my own truth as I think I hide things from myself ( Read more... )

Ive been left to my own devices too long. I made a big stink and killed a few three day old characters in my cargo ship. Little kids are so tough; my head hurts. Battle Badger 4tw. Most of today sucked ass because my head won't stop hurting. I'm going to bed.

Dentist+joe=bummer. I need to take care of my choppers better.

Today has been good, but the last few hours have been taxing on my heart. I like to believe that everything has an energy that settles in on my soul. I wrapped myself up in memories today, It helps me see how ive come to be. I worry about acting like a jerk-off. Everything I am, anything about I'm about is tied to my memories. I love my memories, ( Read more... )

Today is friday, and I going to go flying in a while. As normal Im excited. The night went by way too fast like I blinked and it was time to roll. Looks like time will fly today.

Going out to fly today, ive changed instructors. I'm happy and relaxed, abit sleepy, but no major emotion or tell tale signs of a bad day. I may go visit my grandparents for christmas, I may sleep through christmas. Both options aren't that great, someone save me. I think most of my free time has gone to eve on-line, safe bet to waste any free time ( Read more... )

Everything takes time, I want everything. Oh well, at least im trying now. Home life is'nt making my eye twinkle like it did so long ago... Just going to hold my breath till this feeling passes... See you in the sky, sorta.

made a fool of myself and damaged my saturn, and I'm not saying it was intentional, but it was the best option at the time. I miss it. So I will test my mechanic skills, and at worst fail. I was going way to fast in my own drive way hit a pot hole I normally evade, but unlike a normal even slide around the pot hole I hit it. The car took out 4 ( Read more... )

These eyes are tired, I haven't gotten all I wanted out of this weekend. I started to go blind and deaf saturday. Hysterical after hearing some noises, and seeing some things, I decides I was fatigued and tripping as reasult. Maybe I should have slept in all weekend. I need to stop bending over to help people, and spared myself of my restless mind ( Read more... )

So far so good. I got another hour of flight time done today. It was a great day the wind was about 6knts from the north and I could see 30 miles. Saw the island tooled around the bay and came back to harlengen. Im glad im goin to be a pilot, and training is happening at a reasonable pace. Im going to shoot a few games of pool by myself and have a ( Read more... )