so this is my first sober journal entry in awhile ( Read more... )

ok.. i decided to start this by saying.. im not gonna lie.. im stoned.. alrhgty ( Read more... )

so.. my grandfather is gone. i really dont feel like it has really happened. i think that he will still be sitting in his lazyboy watching westerns and eating chocolate like he always does. thats one weird thing about someone dying, you still feel their presence and assume that they will still be here. i wonder if or when this is really going to ( Read more... )

why is it right when things are going so good, something happens that brings you so down ( Read more... )

so.. i really havent updated in a long time.. and i figured now would be the perfect time since i have a chem exam tomorrow.. and i just dont want to study. normally, i would go outside and smoke a cig (damn cravings) but i thought i would try this instead ( Read more... )

so.. i really am not in the mood to update, i just feel kind of obligated to do so... not very many exciting things happened to me recently.. had to go get trained at a ropes course for 12 out of the 48 hours this weekend, although it was so nice to be outside.. maybe that is why i smoke cigarettes more often, it gives me a reason to be outside... ( Read more... )

UNI Sexy Man: hey whats up ( Read more... )

man i wish i was tired.. maybe a five hour nap today was a bad idea.. i have class at 850.. five hours. is it even worth it ( Read more... )

and all the shorewood bitches who spread rumors about me...

so.. i just got out of the bathtub... i was kind of upset from some things that were triggered by watching donnie darko.. i took a bath with some bubbles.. listening to pink floyd and beginning a new book. i am not sure if my spring break could have started out better.. although i already cried once.. hah.. im so pathetic ( Read more... )