i dont know what i am doing... i need something to change but i dont know what. everyone tells me different things and i feel so lost. i am not motivated at all. i need help. i feel extremely lonely and i cant understand my own feelings... my boredom is ubiquitious, i cant get away from feeling like i am going nowhere. something needs to change

with my excitement, i walked to the university book store, attempting to receive my free textbooks for a semester. i finally found the office on the third floor (who knew that store had offices, and three floors?!).. i handed her my letter, immediately receiving suspicion since my name was no where on the letter. she looked at my ID and whisked me ( Read more... )

i never realized how stressful college was until exam week has come around. all i want to do is sleep in my own bed and wake up whenever i want to. having no homework, no classes, no grades, no tests.. would be heaven. it is a tease to be stuck in this hole, where the only way to get out is to take these exams and then i can go home ( Read more... )

im a kitty cat.. meow meow meow.. dance dance dance.. im a kitty cat

this is my first journal entry.. i just watched oprah.. so depressing.. i dont have anything to say