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i'm depressed. i need to do something constructive. tomorrow i will do sit ups and push ups, and also put all the christmas lights up. wake up at 10 or maybe earlier. and tonight i will clean my room. getting my shit in order<3 -
Writer's Block: Fear factor
i'm afraid of everything.
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i had a dream last night that i was looking at a picture, it was sara brooke and me. we were wearing costumes, but christmas costumes. after staring intently at the photo trying to figure out it had come from (because i don't remember ever taking it) it turned into a video, and manually i pressed the triangle that represented play, i started to ( Read more... ) -
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i've never had a problem being who i wanted to be. it was believing that i was that person that was hard. i guess i've always let other peoples thought's of me rot away inside me. and i guess that i am still that girl who wrote in her livejournal incessantly, i just lost touch with her. i need to not rely on other people so much. i still need to ( Read more... ) -
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"i believe in luck entirely too much. although i hate to admit it a dreamer will never have what a realist holds. i like to think of myself as a happy medium, somewhere in between in my head and in the world, but as time goes on i find myself missing the past so much to the extent of pretending that if i just wait, and lay around and think about it ( Read more... ) -
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i believe in luck entirely too much. although i hate to admit it a dreamer will never have what a realist holds. i like to think of myself as a happy medium, somewhere in between in my head and in the world, but as time goes on i find myself missing the past so much to the extent of pretending that if i just wait, and lay around and think about it ( Read more... ) -
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i have had the worst cramps in the world since two thirty last night. i woke up because they were so bad, and then couldn't sleep at all and had to get up with justin at five thirty, not that i slept so i didn't actually have to wake up at five thirty i was already awake, but i just wanted to stay in bed with him :( he is the cutest thing in the ( Read more... ) -
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the unexamined life is not worth living. i absolutely love existentialism, and my teacher who's name is mono. he's amazing i can't believe he's a teacher at ccac. well he teaches at duquesne too. existentialism is why i'm always in a good mood after school actually. i have my first exam for that class one week from today, and i'm pumped for it. i ( Read more... ) -
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i love school! i was so excited just to buy notebooks today. i wonder how long my organizational ways will last? haha i mean i have no intentions of becoming un-motivated or un-ambitious. i need to party this weekend. seriously. i haven't really done anything that didn't include sitting at someones house watching either the big lebowski or flight ( Read more... ) -
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oh what up monday? nothing kristen what are you doing here? going to college finaly, no big deal. hahahah sike but realllyyyyyyy monday i start at ccac ( Read more... )