why do i even look at her myspace when all it does is piss me off? i'm not going to do anything about the pictures she has of her and justin STILL because they are just pictures, and even though she may be holding onto something that isn't there, he isn't and that's all that matters. but i'm a stupid girl, so obviously that's why i'm going to look ( Read more... )

i am competing with time.
and barely coherant.
but i'll try to coincide.
coincidental surcumstances,
for such comprehensive lies.

so if i could get off of justin entries, that'd be great ( Read more... )

so this is the first night since last thursday that i'm not sleeping at justins. but he came out to brookes and we went to eat n park and he bought me cigs. i love him, and i'm glad. and even though i thought i wasn't going to be able to go to school this semester turns out i can still, late start nigga. september 20. i really don't want to go at ( Read more... )

justin just dropped me off on his way to work. is it ok that i am not sick of him yet? is it ok that we have been together for four straight days, and nights, and i still wish i were with him right now? and how is he not sick of me yet? i check his phone every once in awhile, to see the crazy shit his ex girlfriend text's him, and really there is ( Read more... )

i got my license!!!!!!!!!!!! on my first try!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i pimped the fuck outta parallel parking!!!!!!!

i'm just saying, last night was the best, and i thought the night before last had been it, but he continues to amaze me<3 ( Read more... )

it is so nice to finally have a boy who is just like me. who cares more than anyone has ever cared. and i know he cares. i've known for years. but it was never there. and now, as hard as i tried to make it go away, it's there. it was inevitable he says he knew since the first time he saw me. i think it was just wishful thinking on his part, because ( Read more... )

this august i am moving. i'm going to cal for creative writing. i'm living in an apartment on campus up there. oh and i made a date for my driving test. plus soon to be taking out loans for school (but more than likely my fafsa is going to show that i'm getting to go to school for almost nothing) so i'm buying a beater car, and new shit for my lap ( Read more... )

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