These updates rarely happen anymore. I've been working as a caretaker at a animal hospital. The money isnt right yet, but it will be. Plus working with animals is awesome. I've been drinking a little bit too much lately. The last few years of my life have been one big hangover. But it has been amazing. Theres a couple songs on the new brand new cd ( Read more... )

I moved from emerald point, to chesapeake, back to hunt club ( Read more... )

We went to dc last night to see a tribe called quest. it was insane. word.

My dad had his third heart attack in a month yesterday. i broke down and cried in front of everyone at my work, customers and all. i couldnt control it. it just started and wouldnt stop. Im so worried about him. im the one with the shitty heart, not him. i should be dealing with this shit, not him. yesterday, i just kept telling "god" that if ( Read more... )

three days ago, i was in new york city.
right now, im sitting on the computer waiting to go to work.
do you see the problem?

cigarettes have just become what i do so that i can take a break and call you while im at work. i got busted racking paint from michaels today, it was funny. sleepless in chesapeake. fucking bullshit. new york city on friday. tight. shes tight.
fuck, i just want to make music.

plus:
-new job
-new bike
-new york city this weekend
-gainesville fest in october
-hip hop album out on halloween
-working jholts wedding
-starting a new zine with jay.
Negative:
-the commonwealth
-three court dates
-not bieng in richmond

it works its self out?

recent visits to richmond have left my wondering why i still live in the southside of virginia. im heartbroken while not there, its horrible. I started work at the angry chef yesterday, it's pretty cool. The bike ride there and back, is the best part. The most exciting part about yesterday, besides seeing mom and popduke, was finding 6 packs of ( Read more... )

speaking of which i drank myself retarded last night. i mean mentally and physically i was gone. jack daniels is an amazing thing. its hard to understand how something that you drink can do that to you. i had no control of my body or mind. i woke up in an executive suite hotel room with a bunch of empty corona bottles all over the place, naked, ( Read more... )

Once you think everything is going to be ok, everything is almost exactly how it should be, the ground caves in under you and you fall and fall and fall ( Read more... )