Happiness only goes where it is welcomed.

A violent extraction of the natural course of fate.
Go back home.

I was reading back through my entries the other day out of boredom, and I was surprised at how clever some of this shit was.This used to be such an outlet for me, but honestly I have had no wishes to post anything in a very long time.I came across one in which I desired that my whole wardrobe consisted of black, white and gray, somehow I managed ( Read more... )

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The Chameleons have got to be one of the most underrated bands.I love driving nowhere with their music as a guide through my aimless expedition.You know when a band is great, when their music squeezes out every possible human emotion out of you all at once.Not long ago they were given to me by a boy with a big heart and a weak spine, but that is ( Read more... )

I'll have to get through the next couple of months, no matter how challenging.I only did the damage to myself, now its up to me and no one else to fix it.Its incredibly depressing to look back at photographs and then my current state.I feel that for fist time in my life, I feel a disappointment with myself ( Read more... )

This I dream of, as cool threads manipulate my body.
To the sky above I'll look.
And as I a child would
I'd say, This much I'd say.

Take our physical pain away.
Dear god, we want to be happy.

I am not sure what I am to feel right now.

I got off work, changed in the parking lot and did some shopping for my mom.Came home, got sad, switched gears.Walked out the door looking good, I fed off the stares at the book shop from middle aged men.

Took a drive and poured my heart out.Thank you, you always make me feel better! :)

In regards to my last entry and those showing concern..Worry not, it is not a substance addiction of any sort.

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