Things that shouldn't effect me or my day alllllways seem to. Always. 
Fuck it. and really, Fuck You. 
It doesn't help that anyone i've ever "fallen" for was the human equivalent of a sour patch kid. 
Someone teach me to overcome the power of people?

 It's funny almost because as much as I'd like to think that I'm alot nicer than your usual passerby, I've mastered many a bitch face-- down to a teeee.

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My senses have been molested of sensing anything lately it would seem. I sit still and feel the ground below me spin right round as tingles make way through my hands to the tips of every finger. It sounds like there's always something wrong with me, and I guess that's only because there is. I've tried explaining this to others but it's a lot like ( Read more... )

This entry isnt meant to be eloquent or emotional in the least, just honest. I put it behind a cut to prevent any unwanted glances. I know that what I have to say isnt always the sweetest cup of tea, if ever, so. 
( next to a fairy portrait drawn when you were four )

 I spent this day thinking thoughts that no one, my journal aside, may ever know; Isn't it a strange thing to consider, people walk day to day, step to step,thinking all these things that might forever go unsaid? aha I guess some things are better left that way, but I don't know. I look around me and cant help but wonder. Im thinking that at this ( Read more... )

I wake up hopeful ( Read more... )

 I am now the closest I have ever been to being without a home. 

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 I had an entire entry written up in my head prior to having sat down just now;suddenly everything up ahead seems to of diminished with the passing of each minute between thinking the thoughts and sitting to try and compose something of them. I dont really have anything to say but what's new. Lifes been strange. I suppose bullet points of positives ( Read more... )

 It's something strange to live through, Borderline Personality Disorder. No one ever believes you till its sadly been seen, and an instant look of,ohhhh,that.... follows on their faces, like it was some cheap trick you were playing at first. This disease of the mind isn't something physically visible to the eye, not as easy to look for or away ( Read more... )