finally tonight i have realised that what they've said is true. about smells and how some special ones can 'take you back', etc. the smell of rum reminds me of him. i'm drawn to it (as i found out tonight) because of what it means to me. shit hey. i'm also sunburnt like a motherfucker.
the thing i am really looking forward to about going to japan at the end of the year is the fact that i've decided to be completely unreachable for at least a few weeks. no phone, no internet, nothing.
i hate this feeling, like i'm so inadequate when no one's myspacing me or txting me.