why am i like this? can anyone tell me please? i wish i can be normal and not worry about things.  its soo hard.  i try to be a good boyfriend but my jealousy gets to me all the time. i hate it soo much. and yet im scared of gettin that way. will she get sick of it and leave me? i dont know. and thats what im scared of ( Read more... )

Repeating in my head
Betrayal
Repeating in my head
Insecurities
Repeating in my head
Dividends

It's not your fault
The well of thought and trust has run dry
Don't be afraid to let go
Don't be afraid to start over when it's over

Let go
Let go
Let go
Let go

Let go of feelings
Let go of compromiseHollow trunk for shelter ( Read more... )

Oh why can't I be what you need ( Read more... )

out of all the girls in the world! i only want one... i know it seems weird but thats how it is. you know who you are. i love you! and i always will. :)

seconds go by.. i wait.
minutes go by.. i wait.
hours go by.. i wait.
days go by.. i wait.
weeks go by.. i wait.
months go by.. i wait.
years go by?..... i wait

i love you.

The world was so gloomy and sad ( Read more... )

i wrote this. it sucks. but i dont know what to do anymore ( Read more... )

that last entry was not me sorry if people are mad. im still in love with sam and i showed that to her today wink wink i love you baby. tomorrow we can hang out after your practice??? i have no work so if you want we can i would like that please. i love you bye bye

thats it. im on the market again and its sad. i dont want to be. i miss sam but she hurt me and i dont think i can ever get back together with her after all thats happened. but up north was fun i met someone and ive been talking to her for awhile and im starting to like her. and she makes me happy in a way that sam use to make me happy before we ( Read more... )

i love my baby.