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Anniversary
Wow... another year gone by with me and Steven "Officially" a couple.(Not with any kind of ceremony or anything, just an agreement that we were really moving from friends to monogamously dating.) He makes me so happy, and I can be just as silly, geeky or twisted as I want to be around him. He's smart, funny and loving. Here's to 60 more ( Read more... ) -
Yesterday
Yesterday I learned two things yesterday ( Read more... ) -
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Yesterday was not such a good day. My anxiety, racing thoughts and shaking was getting worse. Steven was a darling. He took the day off and spent it with me. We went for a walk in square by the library and around the little pond there. He took me to my (medical)doctor's appointment that I had already scheduled. I actually feel a bit better today ( Read more... ) -
Black Snake Moan
Me and Steven went with Bill and Nicki to eat Thai food and to see Black Snake Moan. I thoroughly enjoyed the night, both dinner and the movie. I was annoyed, as was Nicki, by people laughing at inappropriate times during the movie. A friend of mine has a pet peeve about movies being inappropriate labeled as comedies when they are, in fact dramas. ( Read more... ) -
Depressed
I've been depressed for the past few days. It's not been anything I can't deal with, its more along the lines of what I think of as "normal people depression." ("NPD"- just what we need another acronym!) The thing that bugs me is I can't figure out the source.(Which is not an attribute I associate with NPD ( Read more... ) -
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I've been putting a few more entries on LJ of late. I'm updating a few to "friends only." I'm also weeding some of the friends that I never correspond with on LJ off. Anyone that wants to be added as a friend, reply to this post and let me know. -
Songs and emotions
The Ballad of Lucy Jordan has a strange power over me. For some reason I associate the song with my sister. I was looking for songs to put on a CD of songs for my superhero character , Diva, and I put the song (off the Thelma and Louise Soundtrack) on. I've associated the song with my sister for several years (I guess since the first time I heard ( Read more... ) -
Car trouble, memory and assorted rambling
Yesterday a little before lunch I was having a really hard time concentrating. I couldn't block out noises, my thoughts were beginning to race and I was just getting more and more frustrated as I attempted unsuccessfully to concentrate and do my job. So I went ahead and went to lunch. After I ate, I felt a bit better. Then I went out to go back to ( Read more... ) -
Mental Illness
I made a post earlier today as well as last night wherein I mention being bi-polar and a few things around that. I went back in and marked those posts private. Then I marked them public again. I cycled through his twice before I decided to go ahead and leave them public. If I have anything real personal I will mark it private, or perhaps friends ( Read more... )