So, i dont know if im being way too selfish ( Read more... )

You know, this is so strange. I feel completely comfortable here, yet i still have problems sleeping. Its like im subconciously afraid that if i fall asleep i wont ever wake up. People say thats a side effect of panic disorder, and i know this...but knowing doesnt help for some reason. The fact that my boyfriend is here to comfort me doesnt help ( Read more... )

ohhhh livejournal...how i missed thee ( Read more... )

hell yes arizona!

so ive been here for a few days and i still love it. tomorrow my dad has class so he's giving me the car to find my way around the city. so thats good.

unfortunately, im missing someone very much. oh hell, i miss dave and wish he could be here or i could be there. i dont think ive ever felt like this before, and im not going to ( Read more... )

Crazy, how it feels tonight ( Read more... )

Ive never felt like such an ass in my entire life. I have a scraped knee and im pretty sure my eye is bruised cause it hurts like a bitch. But the worst part is, i dont even care about the fact that i may have made myself look bad... i care about the fact that i may have disappointed someone that i really do care about. i dont know if it would be ( Read more... )

mmm... college *takes a long deep breath*

so i am now back on the bottom of the totem pole... a college freshman, thats me! wow... it all came and went so fast.

to those of you who think you just can't get away soon enough - cherish what you have, cause youll miss it when its gone.

Some days I feel like shit ( Read more... )

so ive discovered a few things about myself/other people lately. and ive decided to share ( Read more... )