i'm going home for the week to find a psychiatrist, therapist, or life-helper. everything is a mess. projects need to be put on hold. relationships need to be obsolete. i need to go away for a hot second so i can talk trained professionals and figure some things out ( Read more... )

Restless sleep for hours last night lefts me remembering only slices of light from my dreams ( Read more... )

Well now ( Read more... )

i broke up with evan.
ive been having trouble sleeping. serious trouble.
i get dizzy on the daily.

something is wrong with my body and mind. i feel emotionally sick and physically weak/exhausted.

music is infecting me. all i did today was smoke weed ( Read more... )

im sleeping irregulary ( Read more... )

in the throws of winter ( Read more... )

I just found probably the most important thing I needed to see- a journal from freshman year, kept from december to early april ( Read more... )

I just got my comments for Contemporary Feminist Philosophy class back and Adam, my professor, had such incredible things to say that i really feel i found my niche in terms of what i want to be studying. ahhhhhh i worked so hard and it paid off SO MUCH ( Read more... )

im in my living room in old lym. at 5pm i hopped in the shower, got clean, dressed myself up, chopped of my hair, and decided that even tho i know im not going anywhere tonight, i want to looks good and clean for myself ( Read more... )