Last night was awful.  I had a pretty good day actually.  But then we got home from hanging out with friends and I just broke down, basically hysterically crying.  I think it all really came to a head: the exhaustion from a week of 6 hours of sleep per night, the fact that my grandfather's in the hospital and might not be coming out of it, my ( Read more... )

 I'm not happy with today.  Not really at all.  First off I had to go to work, which was bad enough since everyone else got to stay home.  Including the BF who was still sleeping.  I asked when I kissed him goodbye if he'd have dinner with me and my brother.  To which he said maybe.  Now, I know he didn't have any other plans.  So of course I ( Read more... )

I only have about 15 minutes before I have to go start an experiment but It's been an intense few  days.  I'm leaving for Chicago tomorrow morning.  I just started my period this morning so I'm all bloated and crampy.  I rubbed against some flowers this morning so I'm covered in gross yellow pollen that won't come off.  I got an awesome new ( Read more... )

I am so mad/annoyed right now and I couldn't tell you why at all.  Nothing at all bad's happened but I'm grumpy.  Meeting with my boss is 15 minutes should be extra fun since she makes me even more grumpy.  Grrrrrrr.  Also, I'm a fat cow.

I just saw, via Facebook of course, that another girl I went to highschool with (and in this case college too) is engaged!  Why?  Why why why?  You're 24!  You are way too young.  What the hell are you thinking?  Of course, my best friend got married last summer.  At 23.  Ridiculous.

Seriously, I just don't get it.  In this day and age of divorce, ( Read more... )

 Hmmm, once again a bad eating weekend.  I seem to have a handle on the weekdays but weekends not so much.  Waaaay too much food, made worse by the 3 day weekend.  And the fact that we're getting deep dish pizza with pesto for dinner.  Delicious but I think it may be the chubby jeans for me tomorrow =(  Part of it is being around family, first the ( Read more... )

What do I hate today?  Public transit and my flatmate.

Let's start with public transit.  I take the train to work almost every day.  In the morning I'm usually with the BF (unless he's working from home, lucky bastard).  So we're trying to find 2 seats together.  Is it our fault that everyone in the main rows sits by the window first so that there's ( Read more... )

Have I mentioned how much I bloody despise my apartment situation right now?  It sucks, sucks, sucks.  I'm essentially living at the BF's because I don't consider my apartment, which I'm paying way too much for to use as a freaking storage unit, actually liveable.  Okay, I know I'm a spoiled American but still!

It was 70F here on Sunday.  And guess ( Read more... )

...at work that is.  For another couple of hours.  I have about an hour's worth of actual work to do but I'm just dragging my feet as usual.  Nothing new there.  I really should do it and then I won't be rushing later but you know...

Drinking diet Snapple at the moment.  I've had that and diet Coke today thus far.  Trying to get back on track after ( Read more... )

I feel like I've been thinking about this a lot lately and had some pretty interesting things to say about it but now all I can think of is - "It's weird"  or "It's hard".  LOL.  Bad!

But seriously, it's both of those things.  First, there's the point you get to when you either tell them now or try to hide it.  Both are hard.  For me I got to that ( Read more... )