I've been feeling horrible. This summer has made me question just who, or what for that matter, I am. It's been a roller-coaster of emotions that seems to be spiraling out of control. So many highs and lows that I can't explain anything that's going on in my head, even to myself, and that's scary. I'm not ready to be a senior in high-school, I' ( Read more... )

I feel so awesome right now all of a sudden. Not like my mood is awesome, I do still feel kinda blah, don't know why. But I just feel like I'm awesome. No reasoning, just do. Started listening to Hawthorne Heights, eeeewwwww, then changed to Godsmack, sweeet. I can't wait to see them in concert next week ( Read more... )

I'm playing agame with my dad on Madden '07 tonight. He is ahead of my 17-3. With 5 seconds left in the second quarter, I decide to throw a hail-mary pass o the endzone for a TD. He didn;t know that I was planning on doing that, he thought I was simply going to punt since it was 4th down. So, he has a punt return de-fense in I start the play ( Read more... )

I am so bored right now. Even though football is on, I don't have anything to do. I lost interest in the game so I left. My dad came home today, but nothing special is going on. I passed up the chance to hang out with my girlfriend so I could hang with my dad, but that's really paying off now isn't it? I keep uzzing her on YIM, but no reply. ( Read more... )

Ever have one of those days where you just want to say "to hell with it"? Thats the way im feeling right now about golf. I just feel so sucky at it when standing next to my teammates. I cant hit the ball straight. I cant get it into the air after the tee. On the tee I barely get it into the air. And my putting sucks from any further then 6 ( Read more... )

I'm just sitting here at my computer and witing for something to actually happen. Nothing that interesting happened this week, except for the fact I got to see my girlfriend, that always makes me happy. Other then that I've just been hanging out at home and also going to my grandparentsa house a couple nights. I got my school schedule for this ( Read more... )

Well I finally got home this evening from Pennsyvania. I get of the plane and pick up my bags, and ordeal n itself because I got chewed out for saying I thought I saw one of our bags and it turned out not to be. Finally the last bag came around, but by that time my grandparents who were picking us up had to loop around again and we had to wait ( Read more... )

Well, I came back from Niagara Falls yesterday. That was a fun trip. Got really close to the water, rode the Maid of the Mist, and got really wet. ate at thye same restaurant for lunch, dinner, and then later for some drinks. Very boring car ride though, 5 hours each way through construction with notrhing enterating to see. My feet still hurt ( Read more... )

This is my first ever post on anything that might be public to other people so don't get on my ass if it seems really noobish ( Read more... )