Comments | smackinoff: Im not to old for this shit

smackinoff

Im not to old for this shit

Aug 29, 2005 13:11

Wow...so I had one hell of a weekend ( Read more... )

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lil_tink108 August 29 2005, 20:06:53 UTC

and so the madness continues...

smackinoff August 29 2005, 20:22:04 UTC

we really should put a pot on my head on how long im going to live

babylove17 August 29 2005, 21:48:59 UTC

well why dont we raise the stakes?? why dont you just take all your pills at once and THEN drink 50 beers if you want to die so bad? Sorry i seem to be one of the few who dont want to stand by and watch you kill yourself

smackinoff August 29 2005, 22:14:16 UTC

Hey guess what your not standing by and watching!

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scubather August 30 2005, 04:09:09 UTC

This the most retarded thing I've ever heard. Jarratt, what are you thinking? I understand you are hurting. So is Rachel. Maybe you dont believe she is, but i assure you-she is. She really does love you, and you really do love her. She cant be there right now; she needs to be 100% sure of this inorder to give up everything she has here to move to somewhere that is unsure, and quite clearly unstable! Dating a 16yr old will make you feel better because you will have someone there to care about you-but you are too old for her! And god damn! i sure as fuck hope you guys have different maturity levels-if not we have a whole new set of problems...This is hurting you both. Dont make it worse. Hurting yourself is gonna make it worse. You're an awesome person-you dont need to be doing this to yourself.

smackinoff August 30 2005, 12:54:54 UTC

then what do i need to do?

scubather August 30 2005, 13:22:55 UTC

i dont know what you NEED...only you can figure out what you need...If i could tell you i would, and i wish i could! Rachel isnt gonna move out there right now, and it has nothing to do with how much she loves you! But right now things are getting harder for both of you...i wish there was an easy fiz, i really do

smackinoff August 30 2005, 16:06:56 UTC

me too. Im not asking rachel to move out here...she told me last night that the most important thing to her right now is that college and money right now. So thats something she needs and I need something else... so we had to go our different ways. its sad but it was good while it lasted. all we can do now is just talk about the future and hopefully see eachother again. I would love to fly down again but i just spent alot a couple of weeks ago...im still tryin to recoupe from that. maybe I can visit later on this year...I dont know. If I do so then I would have to bring susan or john with me. I know that would cause drama. So whats a boy to do?

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