i'm extremely weepy. this might have something to do with pms, but boy do i feel blue ( Read more... )

fuck you adrian long. i was always better off. telling me that i'm self-righteous. boy, you tell everyone off 'cause you can't handle the fact that all the trash talk should be pointed at you ( Read more... )

wouldn't it be incredible to visit california, with a little stop in vegas only to top it all off with a ride home on the back of a bike, camping along the oregon coast. oh please ( Read more... )

i feel like a normal human being.
it's 7:30am & i'm at work & it's a great feeling.
joy! (seriously)

i think i'm a little bit in love with him.

talking to adrian makes me feel shitty about everything. i haven't second guessed how my heart feels about lucas until i spent two hours on the phone with adrian. "well, a guy like that could just be manipulating." you know what, get real. i'm tired of your insecurities, they just bring out the worst in me. suuuuuck it ( Read more... )

i went for a bike ride at 2 o'clock this morning. this is the second time i've gotten out of bed to do that & it feels really good. at 5:30am lucas woke me up to tell me he couldn't sleep. it was cute ( Read more... )

i'm not really sure what's going on with my life anymore. HA ( Read more... )

i got the call today, i didnt wanna hear ( Read more... )

dude, i totally miss you.