so, i had a great night, and it of course has to lead to a not so good day. but whatever. im tired of letting things get me down. anyway, i just wish that i had my bestests closer so we could go out and have fun and feel the way that our boys feel and make them feel the way we feel. i just know that i want to have fun! and of course be happy, so in ( Read more... )

ive been super depressed lately. i sleep a lot, dont want to eat, very moody, unhappy. blah. i feel awful because Justin has been trying so hard and i still am unhappy. he was so sweet too and cleaned up the house and lit candles for me and offered to order pizza for us. and i bitched and complained....errrr. i felt so awful with how i was ( Read more... )

so i have no one to really talk to some im turning to this thing ( Read more... )

so today me and julia went up to the gym so i could sign up....im really excited cuz i have to work out and lose weight for my wedding and personal issues. anyway. i was proud of myself. i was kicking ass! doing all kinds of stuff...really pushing myself right...well after the first two sets of lounges i felt sick. i wanted to hurl so i went to ( Read more... )

my aunt is giving away her dog, he is a little over a year. on the bigger side, he is a chow/shepard. he is really pretty...chocolate with green eyes. anyone interested let me know.

it really bothers me that i have found FOUR cats already that either have bad homes or are really strays. it also bothers me that none of which have collars, tags or anything stating that they are someones pet. NOR do any of which are neutered or spayed. that really bothers me. i have one at my door now. all bloody in the face, blood dripping ( Read more... )

So last night i was restless cuz i knew today would be pretty easy at work. Today is our last day there till the new year! So of course we had our xmas party. Man i was soo stuffed. I had sooo much fun. I was laughing so hard all day. I came home and my cheeks still hurt.

the bad part is that i was running way late for work. I had to find ( Read more... )

happy halloween be safe....
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im sick

ewwwwwwwwwwwwww, just stepped on a huge slug......................ugh!