Another new journal. This one carries too much baggage and I want to start over in all aspects of my life. Yeah it may sound a little lame, but if so, how bout a big cup of shut the fuck up. If you want the name to the new journal, leave a comment here with your email. Comments are screened.

I gave in and went to a chiropractor today. My second vertebrae was 7 degrees off. Most of the patients he sees are 2-3 degrees off but I'm fucking 7. No wonder even Vicodin doesn't help my pain anymore. So he cracked me all out and it sounded so gross ( Read more... )

HE is leaving. To find a new girl to make HIM happy. And while it hurts me that HE will be gone, i know that it is best for HIM to find someone else. It's weird to know that everything we had is really over, but this is how it is supposed to happen. Otherwise it wouldn't be happening. Right?

I found this on a community I was browsing through and thought it was great. Reminds me of the "throw everything in the air and let it fall at its own pace- don't interfere" advice I got years ago from my closest friend ( Read more... )

I should be out of my mom's house soon. I am getting kicked out yet again. She found some things that she was nann too pleased about. So I get the boot again. I'm either going to California or staying at my dad's until I have enough money to get my own place. I'm not going to school anymore either because she refuses to pay for it after what she ( Read more... )

STEPH IS OFF THE VENT! Go Kitty!!!!! All of this happened in less than 24 hours... She's got someone watchin out for her..Whoever it is... Thank you!!

KITTY MADE IT!!!!! I LOVE YOU KITTY. STAY STRONG! Thanks Kina for the updates. Keep em coming!

Kitty is getting new lungs. Everybody pray/think about her. Round 2 Kitty.. You can do it!!

i had the weirdest dream last night ( Read more... )

i was just reading old entries from old journals back in like 2003... crazy how things change. keith came and went. and i missed him like crazy. there's an entire entry in one of my journals saying how i ditched class and went in the bathroom and actually cried over the guy! and there i was, 3 years later, in the hot tub with him... wondering what ( Read more... )