god i love my lungs. it's GREAT lugging around 2 good-for-nothing, balls of shit in your chest. i went to the docs today. my lung functions havent budged since 3 weeks ago, when i went into the hospital. turns out, my psuedomonas is resistant to most antibiotics. hooray! let's see what other problems i can rack up in a lifetime.. so far i'm ( Read more... )

Im finally home ( Read more... )

The male half of the species definitely have a lot of growing up to do. I have given up all hope that they will ever be even remotely mature.

so ive been in here for almost 2 weeks now and i am so ready to go home.. my mom brought Moose to see me today again so that was cool. and Terry brought me a ton of candy and a magazine.. Brian and Natalie came down last week and brought me a ton of stuff too. I love them.. other than that i have just been talking to people from high school, like ( Read more... )

So I gave in and decided to go to the hospital. It was so bad that my mom had to get me a wheelchair when we got here because I couldn't walk. I'm staying at Good Sam this time, not PCH... Its so much better here. The nurses are awesome and no one is waking me up at 3 in the morning to do bullshit vitals. I'm hooked up to TPN so hopefully I will ( Read more... )

i want to leave and never come back. i want to start over and be alone. i can't stand being near people or opening up to them. i feel so exposed. i want no more of that.

i am in love with you, keith sweat.

so i'm gonna die soon. AWESOME. i love it

dont do stoichiometry when you are stoned. thats my deep thought of the day.

Just thought I would update everyone as to what's going on... It's been a while and i'm bored ( Read more... )