I spend 80% of my time building insulation. For things that might not happen. I pretend to take risks and gamble with my heart, but in actuality I'm just a fool who does the things you tell me to
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ps. This holiday consisted of everything I could ask for. We created a world and spent more hours than could possibly exist in one day, within it. Why? We did this simply for the sake of me, and for you. Cos we're young. And life is for living.
What do I know. I don't know anything. I really don't know anything.
The more I think about it, the more confused I feel. This is not a good time, I tell myself. Finish your exams first. Think later. Just push through and do what's essential.
And the whole time, a voice in my mind asks: What the fuck am I doing.