I hate how whenever I get my life together; school, work, friends, activities, love life, etc. and then it ALL falls apart...within a week

That's a lot for a person to handle sometimes.

I'm just going to live at the beach for the next two weeks and pray for it to get better...it always does

I was reading a book for my gay, lesbian, and queer class and I saw this passage that I really liked...

"At the height of my emotions, it seems that I want to extract something from the other person, to see them hurt, to be loved by them, or I want them to miss me.  But then I look up, and I'm doing the exact opposite of what I should be doing, ( Read more... )

Everything is telling me no, don't be stupid.
But I dont think I'm quite ready to listen just yet...

After having an entire summer of my life being exactly the way I wanted it, this readjustment is hard.
I've cried 3 times in the past four months, two of those times have been in Gainesville.
I just want to be happy again...

So I'm back in Gainesville...
Things are pretty boring

LSAT prep has begun.  It's going to be really hard, but I'm looking forward to going to law school.  OK, not law school, but rather being a rich lawyer.

I'm excited for a new year, new things, new people.  But then again, I said that last year.  We'll see :)

One week and counting...
I can't believe that summer is over

BTW, my new badass phone is coming today :)

Birthday party went well.  I had fun, got drunk, and didnt even care that I had to sleep on the floor.  Despite all of the unecessary drama, things worked out and I would call it a success.  Yet, I hate having my character questioned ( Read more... )

I'm getting oh so excited for this weekend.

Though there are always things that can be potentially disasterous, I'm not going to worry about it and just have an amazing birthday with my amazing friends.

And then NY for the week.  Cross your fingers, things are going to be good :)

Hope is up
Hope is down

In the end, you just suck

So I passed...I'm a licensed real estate sales associate which is really exciting.  I get to start my THIRD job tomorrow working on that.  Should be fun.

Other than that things are ok.  Not good, not bad...just ok.  I just really wish I knew where my life was taking me.  Blah, I guess that's part of being a college student.