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I'm not ready for Stephen to be out of my life in any capacity ( Read more... )

I had to end it with Stephen.
I found out that he's been kinda dishonest about what is going on with him.

I feel like I've been gutted and hung with my own intestines.

Fuck. I love him so much. I am beyond heartbroken. I don't know why this is no big deal to him, if all the things he said about how he feels about me are true.

This is totally

I don't really have any friends... but it doesn't entirely bother me. I'm a little lonely, I guess, but most of that is missing Stephen. I think I can only really handle one or two social relationships at a time ( Read more... )

Jude Rees Lattimer was born at 5:03 am today. He's 8lbs 8oz. From what I hear, he has a full head of black hair (I KNEW IT!! Josh has fab hair that would be a crime not to pass down) and is absolutely gorgeous and mellow. Aw, yay! I have a new nephew! I get to meet him tomorrow. I'm going to take pictures, if I get a chance. I'm so excited to be an ( Read more... )

Heath Ledger died today. wtf?? I really didn't see him as someone who would OD on anything...

*Got a job at one of the Coffee People coffee shops at the airport. I'll be a barista with security clearance! Mind you, not very high security clearance... just enough so I don't have to go through the security gate dance every time I go to work. Actually, if I was ever wanting a government job that needed security clearance, I could probably up ( Read more... )

Rose passed away.

...Thank God. I kinda can't believe it's 2008 already. I've been alive for nearly a quarter of a century (well, in 4 months and some days it really will be a quarter century), with a little to show for it. Maybe not as much as I'd like, but I think I have been through more than most 24-year-olds. I hope, at least, I have grown some ( Read more... )

Recapping the year the way I do every year: First sentence of the first entry of the month for every month this year.
Here's to 2008 being less of a giant suck bomb than 2007 (aka The Worst Year I've Ever Had).

January:
I like to remember good ideas
...In case I have a reason to use them, even if that won't happen for at least 5 years.

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