oh. bugger.

Wow. I just checked my email and my ISP is upgrading me (and presumably everyone else) from 512 to 1mbit for no extra cost every month. And no download cap either. Cripes. This is great. I guess someone must have answered all the melancholy yesterday by giving me something good they'd know I would appreciate. God, don't change your mind about the ( Read more... )

Ok. For some unknown reason I thought phoning my mum twenty minutes ago would be a good idea, just to say good morning (yes I am that homesick right now). Good thing I did because apparently my granny is in hospital as of last night. And no one told me why? Hm, mum said everything's fine, not to worry, she's just been doing that thing again where ( Read more... )

I should just not think after a night of no sleep. Yeah, I'll stick with that from now on.

i just watched leon and cried at the ending. i've not been into college in a week and i'm not going in today. and if everything should just stop right now i don't think i'd mind because i like sitting here in the dull light, listening to the rain and knowing, feeling that there is nothing else today. and that it's ok.

Apparently I look like a science student. Hm. The Bravery were excellent. I talked to one of their sound people at the aftershow party thing for ages and advised him never to drink Guinness outside of Ireland. He gave me a cigarette and when I told him I was too shy to talk to the band members he called some of the over haha. So I told the ( Read more... )

Just read that Hunter S. Thompson shot himself. He's the one responsible for Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas. Or was, I guess. He was 67. Wow. And crap. Everything at once, really.

and probably not going in today either. i just want to sleep. sleep and not think.

really strange ... seems like the same song has been playing for hours. i may have stopped blinking.

so my sleeping patterns have gone again. and i've been missing college. i think on some level i'm skipping it so much because when (note no if here) i get booted out then i'll actually have a proper reason to go home and there will be an end to all the skipping to and fro on that front. if everything seems unnecessarily hard for me at the moment i' ( Read more... )

Ok. So I feel torn between wanting to cry and cry and cry in that scary, neverending way and wanting to laugh for hours, high-pitched and rolling around. Both responses are stemming from the same thought and to preserve my sanity I'll bite my tongue and do neither. No, I'll stop listening to this amazing but sad music and watch Lost in Translation ( Read more... )