Yours is a life flying by
Outside I see you’re lonely inside

I’m sorry long days came
I’m sorry you’re not quite the same
I’ll take all my reasons home again
You’ll have a reason, I’m giving you reasons again

There are times I’ll admit
The seams of a life are tearing a bit
But that’s all relative
When all that you know sums up to this

Your Birthdate: May 3
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I am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am
Taffy stuck, tongue tied
Stutter-shook and uptight
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am...fine
I am covered in skin
No one gets to come in
Pull me out from inside
I am folded, and unfolded, and unfolding
I am

I fixed my hair tonight. Probably the first time I've done that all week. For what reason? I started to trust those around me to keep promises and plans. Of course, judging by the time of this entry you can probably see that it was in vain, because all my plans fell through (call me cynical, but i'm not surprised). Funny thing is, I'm not all that ( Read more... )

You Are Apple Green
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i'm a cliche, and i'm okay with that. this song fits me today. who knows what my theme will be tomorrow.

I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah
I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful baby

i hate school, but i love feeling like i've learned something. i hate clothes, but i love red dresses, they make me feel hot. i hate commitment, it scares the life out of me, but i love the intimacy you find in true friends (and maybe one day a husband...maybe). i am one giant cliche, and i dont even care. its funny because i've thought that i just ( Read more... )

I've been told that I'm a runner, although if you've ever seen me you'd know that it's not a physical run (my legs are far too short for that), more of an emotional run, if there is such a thing. Ideally, I would like to "get away", although I don't think I even know what that will look like, because I have to end up somewhere, and I know that I ( Read more... )

Oh its taking so long
i could be wrong
i could be ready
Oh but if I take my heart's advice
I should assume, it's still unsteady
I am in repair

So i'm entering into my last week of camp, and I have to say that i am completely exhausted emotionally, physically, mentally...and any other way that you can be. I miss all of you more than words can express. I can't wait to be with you guys and hear all about your summer! The Lord has definately changed my heart for the better, but I'm still ( Read more... )