shit going bad with liz. i asked her if we could not be xcluisive so we could keep the tittle or being something to keep my mom and walter off my case. im crying which SUCKS ASS cause like i never cry and i just feel alone. i hate this!!!!! man i just feel empty like im alone in the world in a hole and everyone just walks around me.im FUCKING ( Read more... )

SO much has happened the last few days it hard to remember them all. Well for one i think im going to virginia to meet one of walter( my stepfathers) friends and they have a teenage son( wooooo). so yea and im also much more real about my sexuality and in feeling secur that being bisexual doesnt mean im a terrible person accual it means that im ( Read more... )

so yea with no beach or vacation to look foward to all i do now is sleep read tan workout and i plan to look good for next year and soon ill have karate but im sooo fucking bored cause its dark and rainy and i cant go outside ( Read more... )

yea so last night was a very interesting night. i meet my sister last night adn she came over and liz was here and her bf came too... i was afraid of my sister and my mother but what ever they didnt fight witch was a great thing. o well im bored and im goonna read ( Read more... )

Weee! I am accualy gonna try to write this semi decently because it will be good practice. So, I am very VERY bored but I am happy. Oh I am very happy becuase in a little more than 48 hours I will be a junior and on SUMMER 04' VACATION. HELL YA ( Read more... )

HMM im terribly bored. so yea. well im happy that i saw bob mcwilliams this super nice phyco dr who put me on pilss witch emily thinks is nice. lol. yeha kristen thinks id be better off on a different thing but idk he said wed try this pill. im not gonna say what exactly it is cause well thats alittle privit but yea. so i missed the FFA banquet and ( Read more... )

im never good enough for him. he soo suck huge balls. he just keeps hitting at me and then i cant strick back. thiers never any way to please him or my mother for that fact. i love anime but i cant express it because my step dad hates it. he hates anything that doesnt have to be american or if its something that a young and older teenager can enjoy ( Read more... )

eww im tlaking to kasia cause i sorta have to i guess but W/E im all depressed now ( Read more... )

so yeah lifes gotten pretty fucking good. im doing alriht in school which is a gereat thing. me and liz are better than ever and idk thats relationship is cool ( Read more... )

whoa long time has passened since i last updated. im out of the closet at school and i have a girldriend YAY me. i havent tried in a long ass time i have alot of friends a nonnewaug too. and i like friends and i love liz and idk things are going good. FOR ONCE ( Read more... )