so yes today my mother meet with mrs.tateo(nonnewaugs social worker) and they talked about my cutting history and shit and so my mother and her got me in with a phycotheropist person thingy and stuff. i think it is good and bad i mean my mom learned that what she thought wasnt thte truth about me and that i went deeper and stuff. idk thats the BIg ( Read more... )

YAY. idk y im in such a good fucking mood but i am. so yes i like paul still. paul is the dude from holy cross i mess wit last year and she saposedly straight but idk. i made out with him. i was happy i really didnt make out wit him i just got a few kisses from him. so yes hes my friend and everything andi hope hell visit me this summer. i think ( Read more... )

alright so i went out with kasia yesterday and wouldnt u know my mom hates her. i mean my mom dislikes her because shes says she impares my judgment and shit. idk. and so yea i sorta hate her too like im blind when it comes to ppl because they just idk im needy when it comes to friends. well i pay for everything i think i blw since i meet her to ( Read more... )

i have PIE
yummy pie
i like pie
YUM
alright enough. im board
idk
i dont have enough to talk about.
bye

bored. i ve gotten in contact wit my step sister tiff. shes cool, really miss her, she stopped me a few times from killing myself ( Read more... )

GRRRR is a good way todescribe how im feeling. idk im on the fone wit kiki. shes a good chick. i luv her ( Read more... )

so tuesday i had an operation on my knee. that was alot of fun. well im back in an imobiliser which keeps the leg straight. and ive got a draing in my leg thats nasty as a ll hell cause im leaking blood into it but at least it keeps te sweeeling down and makes it soo i can bend my knee. wow i was soo nervious but i got through it alright. so it ( Read more... )

okay so today i figured it ut and announced to emily who laughed at me : i want to wrestel for nonnewaug next year. she laughed at me and then shmearded pig blood on my arm. lol.we were cutting a dead pig apart and she found a vien with blood in it. but now that ive figured out i want to wrestel i now know i must loose weight and work out. since ( Read more... )

HELL YA!!! COULD NINE RIGHT NOW AND NO1 CAN BRING ME OFF IT AND TRUST I THOUGHT ID FALL BUT I DIDNT CAUSE OF MY WONDERESS REVOLATION ( Read more... )

so i found out last week i could graduate next year instead of in 06'. OMG BIG SURPRISE. next year and the year after are fller years mostly for me and to tell u teh truth im honestly gonna do everything. im taking SAT's in may and im gonna do all that college shit this year too. i dont want to be in high school and deal witht hat shit anymore. if ( Read more... )