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Something Good
The ice and snow melted ( Read more... ) -
Annoyed Again
Looking back over the last few posts, clearly, this is where I come to express anger. I believe I do this when I don't want to burden others with my anger. Here it looks like I'm always angry. But I'm not. It's been a year and a half since my last post. And I'm angry again ( Read more... ) -
The events leading up to my anger
Okay, what ARE all the changes or stresses that have occurred recently?
February: EL decided it was time for me to move out because I was not happy there.
May: Finished my classes for the semester.
May-June: Looked for a new house.
June 24: Make offer on a house.
June 25: Begin packing.
July 2: Started ASL class.
July: Road trip to Canada for a ( Read more... ) -
Unresolved
I took my vacation in July. The following week, you took your vacation. And shortly after your return, your dying mother needed your assistance--again. Then, we had to come in for a special project on a Saturday. I said I'd be in at 8:30. You said you'd be in at 8:00. But the night before, at midnight you texted me that you might be hungover ( Read more... ) -
Sideswiped by Suicide
My friend Joe committed suicide five years ago. The actual anniversary has come and gone now, but something today brought it to the forefront of my mind ( Read more... ) -
Things To Which I'm Looking Forward
Cooking real food with variety and spices and sauces and vegetables. While I love a good burger, I need a little more in my life ( Read more... ) -
New Journey
I took before pictures today. How -- eye opening, humbling, motivating, scary. I look like my brother and my mother. Both are pretty seriously overweight, though while my brother is probably very NOT fit, mom exercises intentionally almost daily ( Read more... ) -
Karma at work?
Your parents bought you a new car when you got your driver's license and you drove it for about three years. Then they said it wasn't very safe and you inherited your grandfather's high dollar SUV. You're 20 years old... and you drive an expensive car you didn't pay for. And it's safer than your three year old--I was going to say beater, but it ( Read more... ) -
JR Dream
I was back in high school, riding the elevator (we had no elevator) down to the main floor to leave. I was with someone, Danny M., maybe, and there were no doors on the elevator. It was a fairly long ride and we were engaged in some pretty earnest conversation. Though it was a long ride, I could see that we were approaching the main floor awfully ( Read more... ) -
The Bats of Love
It's always like that. The morning after is touched with longing and little shivers as the mind plays over what went before. If the shower was skipped, there's a little touch of his scent that lingers, invisible hot fingerprints still on the skin ( Read more... )