my new livejournal user name is hazyperfection. come visit!

first of all, i owe everyone that has ever read this journal an apology. I'm sorry for all the times I've degraded someone (especially my sister), sworn, or just been bitter. Most of this journal has been full of hate and bitterness. There have been some good thoughts and some wonderful memories. but i was recently woken up as to who i am. i am a ( Read more... )

I said just a little while ago that life sucks. It does. Last night was pretty bad. Gosh, sometimes people can be so frickin annoying. Seriously. It hurts when people do stupid things. And they don't even think about it. Thank God for Christi. She's mah girl :)we were both in wicked bad moods last night. and wicked mad at certain ppl. and it didn't ( Read more... )

life sucks. just ask christi.

I never said anything about the lake, did I? well....first things first...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ONE OF MY BESTEST FRIENDS EVAH!!!! CHRISTI!!!!!! happy sweet.....15!!!! gosh darn it.....i keep thinking you're 16!!! i love you, girl ( Read more... )

i read casey and christi's journals. they're deep. and they're searching. in Christis's journal she said "the future is not the time to be thinking about the present." that got me thinking. we take our time so much for granted. when i first met **** (most of you know who i'm talking about) i thought things were good. we were accquaintences. he was ( Read more... )

First of all, a word or two to the person who belittled my existence in their comment to my last entry. I don't know who you are, and I'm glad. You say you're glad you don't know me, and I can say the same about you. In my mind, saying rude, cutting, or derogatory remarks (you happened to say all three) to someone you don't even know is just as ( Read more... )

Work was ok today. I went in late and my manager was in a really good mood....but that was probably because the district manager guy talked to her and stuff. At like 2:30 I got sick and threw up, so I left work. I'm think I'm better now ( Read more... )

Kinda a lot of stuff has happened since the last time I wrote in this thing. Allison was here for like 5 days. We had so much fun :) I had to work a lot, but like we watched movies and went shopping and stuff. So that was cool. And last night we stayed up till like one-something just talking about school and friends and guys and stuff ( Read more... )

Oh gosh, my day wa awful. I went to work at like 6:30 this morning, only to have to leave at 1:00, because i got another stupid migraine thing. And then I slept for like 3 hrs. But then I went running and watched Gilmore Girls (love that show) so now I'm happy. kind of. I'm still bored. and i'm like starving from living off of beans and seeds and ( Read more... )