So, I  wrote this a month before Troy and I actually broke up.  He asked to read it one day when things were getting better...the night we got back together over break.  Just wanted to post it...cause that's what I do here.

Hey baby,

I know you want to date the person you knew last year. I know you want me to not be passive. I know you want me to ( Read more... )

I have no idea what has gotten into me ( Read more... )

I have realized that I am a passionate person. I have known this about myself for almost ever. When I allow that passion to penetrate an emotional feeling I become a mess. I think it shows maturity when I can keep that passion from penetrating emotion. For example, I let myself be filled with emotion and passion with Dylan. I have decided that ( Read more... )

Hey man! (pardon the greeting....I suppose it should say "Hey woman ( Read more... )

God has a plan for me ( Read more... )

What a phrase. It's so grammatically incorrect, but so poignant. When those words are uttered in Brokeback Mountain, they are used angrily. I use them with more passion than I can muster for most people. I use them because I don't want to get my heart broken ( Read more... )

I was reading my 'transition to life from camp' post a little while ago and I made the comment "camp is only over when you let it" (or something like that ( Read more... )

So, today someone asked me why I wanted to be a pastor. The person asking is a fairly fundamentalist Christian in the theatre department. For example, they don't have pastors, but lead their own discussions based on the bible, and memorize a lot of scripture. This girl could memorize circles around any Lutheran. It's a gift that many people don ( Read more... )

So, after spending yet another great, albiet dificult, 10 weeks away from everything in the world except God, kids, and the same 28 fantastic co-workers, I get thrust back into the 'real world'. Great. We get two weeks of training on how to live in an intentional christian community for 8 more weeks, but no instruction whatsoever as to how to ( Read more... )

So, I was sitting in the car on the way to CPR this morning, and I was just thinking about camp memories. I have so many of them. More than I can remember, actually.......funny, i know. These are in no particular order ( Read more... )