i hate it when they leave.
i need to keep busy.
retail therapy tonight.
i miss gem.
money is a nuisance.
i want school.

everything in my body says not tonight,
everything in my body says no.

i wish that oranges were the size of grapefruits. or maybe even canteloupes. whenever i have a really good orange i am always left wanting more. but usually when you have a really big orange it isn't nice and sweet like the smaller ones. oranges are my fruit of the month. i love 'em ( Read more... )

we got a new car yesterday, it was really random. but it also kills my already non-existant social life. cause it's a standard. and now all of our vehicles are standards. and i'm not that good on standards and get nervous and suck. so i'm stuck sitting here on my bum. so everyone should call me. i have zero committments in my life right now and it ( Read more... )

Overtly individual - covertly traditional
She couldn't seem to make up her mind
And the only thing constant was the constant reminder she'd never changeschool's out for the summer & i have succesfully completed my first year of university. it sounds much more exciting than it is ( Read more... )

i absolutely hate when you think that you have plans and someone says that they are going to call and they don't. even if they were to call to cancel. call. it's super annoying and when you are me and never go out or do anything and you are excited to do something with one of your best friends and they don't even call. it's frustrating as heck ( Read more... )

I HATE EXAMS THEY MAKE ME GO CRAZY AND SLEEP DEPRIVED AND STRESSED AND CRY AND LAUGH UNCONTROLLABLY.

thursday at 4:30 will be beautiful.

i am torn with my feelings toward school ending. i need a break from critically thinking about everything that i read. i need a couple months without due dates. i want to have the time to read books of my choosing. i am happy that i will soon get this break. but i am sad to leave the friends that i have made. it will only be a few months, and ( Read more... )

the last few weeks have been busy, busy, busy ( Read more... )

theres a war inside of me,
do i cause new heartbreak to write a new broken song
do i push it down or let it run me right into the ground
i feel like i wouldnt like me if i met me

theres nothing to live for when im sleeping alone
and i wash the windows outside in hopes that the glare will bring you around
sunshine is days awayi wont be saved ( Read more... )

for the most part, spring break was very enjoyable.

you wear that chip like it makes up your wardrobei'm very frustrated with school ( Read more... )