Well, Mary accepted my feelings and actually revealed she had a crush on me for a while. I had no idea, of course. Yesterday we went to Joy falls to check out a frozen waterfall and I finally had the right opportunity to hold her hand more than once. Later she told me she almost melted when I did that (that is amazing to hear). Before I left her ( Read more... )

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What a dreary day. The weather conditions outside are enough to make me take a big shit. I do feel a bit accomplished, however. I got to know Sigmund Freud a little better and finished up some statistics and LAN homework. In a minute I'll start up FFT and see if I can beat this impossibly hard boss. I had to resort to a walkthrough I found on ( Read more... )

My last post was private, sorry you nosey bastards!! J/K, I enjoy people seeing most of what I'm going through, but some things are best left unsaid ( Read more... )

Needless to say, I had totally forgotten that I had posted thos elast two posts the next day, until I read a comment on one of them. I still haven't read through it all just yet, but maybe my ramblings will be of some use. Tonight we had but one cook, so we had to shut down till we got caught up. Oh freakin well, not my money. Someone needs to ( Read more... )

Well my mom has gone looking for John, who left a while ago. I'm left here w/ Chasity. I don't know how much of the wine she had, but it was enough to remind her of what mattered I guess. After I read tonight's posts it'll be like a big bad dream. Darlin when I hold u, don't u know I feel the same. Been through this such a long, long time ( Read more... )

Sitting here listening to November Rain by GnR...Guess my last post reminded me of how much I like this song. I think it was written by Axle Rose after he divorced his wife. I could be wrong, but that's what I remember. The song fits it. "It's hard to hold a candle in the cold November rain." I guess I'll recommend this to John...you have to ( Read more... )

I usually try my best to not admit I'm addicted to something, but it never happens. Sometimes I just let temptation overcome me, to challenge me once again and see how far down I can go this time. Then it's back to the normal way of things after a long struggle. It happens this way, you know? I always try to help it never happen again, but it ( Read more... )

Well, I'm getting a little more interested lately in the workings of networking. Unix/Linux seems like an easy enough to understand interface, it's just knowing HOW to use it. There more you know about some operating system, of course, the more you're going to be able to do. It seems like a lot of large companies use Unix/Linux. The annoying ( Read more... )