I hate to sound too mushy or repetitive here, but I have to just say once again how lucky I feel to have Jenny in my life. It is amazing what a difference she has made. I have just spent a most satisfactory evening with her, and I must say there is no one on earth who can make me feel as content and secure as she can. I don't know what it is I ( Read more... )

Alright, so I've narrowed my now options to a few things. Let's see what you think of the following ( Read more... )

Any ideas, random suggestions, possible scholarships/ other opportunities you have heard of would advise, please let me know. I have so far only ruled out hit man, drug dealer, and male prostitute. Anything else is currently fair game.

It is absolutely imperative that I obtain a large sum of money in the very near future- I'm talking $50,000 dollars in the next year or less. Think I am crazy? I am, but it lets me set lofty goals. Here is the thing- I have no idea what the best tactic for me to even attempt is. I need you all who know me to tell me what I can do; what am I ( Read more... )

Well, Trevor made the mistake of giving his password to his loving, yet demonic, girlfriend. And in return she did the most obvious course of action: she updates for him ( Read more... )

Yeah, so, Improv has officially lost my respect. I think it will be funny and fun, yes, but I am sorry, I can't believe I have to put up with all this fucking crap from Ryan and Eric S, and even David, who is supposed to be a help but does almost everyone good except me. Yes, Ryan, I understand you are very talented and hilarious and everyone ( Read more... )

Oy. School is annoying. And I don't mean homework and tests. It is the pettiness, the misunderstanding, the immaturity, and other trials therein that wear on me. I'm not above being a Junior, but I am definitely above dealing with behavior unbecoming to a Junior. When the world laughs at American education, and America laughs at Californian ( Read more... )

I don't know. idontknowidontknowidontknowidontknow. I feel sick. Sick and empty. Sick and empty and despicable. Leave me out. I dont know. I'm sorry. Don't worry, I'm safe. Just sick and empty.

Why so many worthless dreams? Why do I plan and hope for so many conflicting things? I only have one dream that I truly need to come true, and I am starting to see that the others are getting in the way. I need to thin it out, be decisive, and really chose one path. Stick to it. Eliminate all the surplus, and stop wasting energy on my useless ( Read more... )

Nothing like a good plan gone bad. At least this means I only have one option, and thus must be content with it without thinking I might have something better. Still, the whole insubordination thing looked like a good idea until my father threatened to call the cops if I didn't come home NOW. Oh well, I guess now I find that more humorous than ( Read more... )